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[11 Feb 2020|06:05pm] |
I'm not your toy
This isn't another girl meets boy
( ... )
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[03 Jul 2011|05:33am] |
Merlin's beard. I really need to not disappear for this long from the journal. So many things happened. Then again, I forgot where I'd put it for a bit. Then I found it and then I decided to ignore it for a bit longer. So how is everyone?
[Warded to Melinda]
You and I...epic adventure. Oh, and I've a biscuit for you! Shaped like a star! It's got yellow icing on it. They told me that you didn't get yourself hurt once while I was away.
[Warded to Andrew]
Hi. I feel like I've neglected you a bit...Things have been a little crazy on this end.
Forgive me?
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[03 Jun 2011|04:47pm] |
I am so good going a day without getting cursed at for nothing. It would be awesome.
[Warded to Padma]
I was thinking we should have a vacation or at least one day out of the country. We could go...anywhere, really. Anywhere at all. Thoughts?
Also...does this mean I have to play nice with Hemani? She better be on her best behaviour. I won't take anything less.
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[25 May 2011|12:16am] |
I give up
Today was perfectly pleasant. I'm thinking of taking up something artistic. Maybe pottery. Then I can make things and smash them without feeling bad. Sounds therapeutic.
Is there anyone else out there possibly interested in something of the sort? I hear it's more fun with people.
[Warded to Melinda]
How interested are you in the idea of drunken adventures this weekend? I have the incurable desire to drink...but I figure it's more fun when you add in adventures with it. Then again, you might have plans and I might be rambling.
If there are not adventures, there should at least be drinking.
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[11 May 2011|03:45pm] |
Today it is raining out...but at least it's getting warmer! It means more outdoor adventures!
[Warded to Melinda]
So...happy birthday a day late. I meant to do this yesterday...and then I forgot...and then I remembered...but my journal fell behind the bed...and I just got so lazy...so...now that my journal is in my hands, I am wishing you happy birthday!
We should go on a less alcohol induced adventure sometime. Yes?
[Warded to Paresh]
Soooo...How are you? Are you good? I know you've been troubled. If you want dinner or to talk, you can come over whenever you need.
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[06 May 2011|12:57pm] |
I just thought the whole world should know...that today is awesome and I am in a good mood.
[Warded to Melinda]
Is it stupid to find it ridiculously cute when someone gives you a bell so that you can alert them whenever you need them?
[Warded to Padma and Lavender]
I have a strong desire for you both to come and spend time with me this instant...or...you know...when work is over...unless you have to work tonight, Lav. If so, I will simply have to come to you. I have things to talk about. Happy things!
Plus...I miss your faces and desire that I should see them. Say yes?
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[01 May 2011|09:26pm] |
Oh, Merlin. I think I slept forever and a day. I love you, sleep. Birthdays shouldn't be so exhausting. I guess fun does that to you, though. Exhausts you beyond reason.
It was lovely to meet all you lovely people yesterday and even lovelier still to see all you lovely people I already knew. I'm so glad no one noticed... There should be a hang out again sometime.
[Warded to Melinda]
Thank you for making look really sane and not smell like alcohol and the like and getting me home in time. I hope you got some sleep. It was a little crazy not acting like I was feeling the way I was...but I am almost certain it went off without a hitch. No one gave me the crazy eye...so I didn't say anything too outlandish. Yay me!
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[26 Apr 2011|07:25pm] |
Is anyone without a place to stay? I'm without someone to stay with
I think I'm allergic to too much quiet.
[Warded to Melinda]
Padma moved out.
[Warded to Lav]
My flat is really empty and could use some noise in it...other than me talking to myself. Will you come talk in my flat with me so that it isn't so quiet? Please. I'll...even buy a cake...or cupcakes...or something. I don't like being alone
[Warded to Padma]
Come back
I hate that you're not here
Everything is so quiet.
[Warded to Andrew]
I don't normally- This doesn't count as- No, I'm not begging
Want to keep me company?
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[15 Apr 2011|02:46pm] |
I know Melinda already posted about this in her excitement...but my excitement also demands I say it!
I HAVE MY PARTNER BACK! I mean...it's a little like getting demoted for two weeks but I don't even care.
[Warded to Lavender]
Have you talked to Padma
How are you?
[Warded to Padma]
I'm sorry.
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[13 Apr 2011|04:07pm] |
Two days off work and I have nothing to do. I don't really want to do anything, though. I just want to sound normal I guess its more like one day now.
If anyone needs me, I'll be in my flat wishing Padma would talk to me This is fucking stupid
[Warded to Padma]
You can't just avoid me, you know.
[Warded to Alicia]
This might seem a little out of the blue and all...but the two people I normally talk to are kind of upset with me right now is there a chance I could talk to you about something?
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[12 Apr 2011|06:34pm] |
( [Warded Private] )
[Warded to Padma]
I'm not five years old, you know
I need you
Padma, I-
Please don't hate me.
[Warded to Paresh]
Are you upset with me too? Please don't be mad at Melinda before hearing my side of the story.
[Warded to Melinda]
Thank you.
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[04 Apr 2011|02:25am] |
[Warded to Lavender]
Do you want to read tea leaves with me sometime to see if I'm getting this message right? I'm pretty sure it's telling me about oncoming danger...and an injury not that those are uncommon but maybe you can make sure it's not just me getting everything backwards?
[Warded to Padma]
Just for the record, if my name comes up in any of these ridiculous journals Pucey is writing, I cannot speak for my actions. Also...if it happens, we may have to make sure Paresh doesn't try to do anything silly. I only mention this because he mentioned the possibility of writing one about me...I will try not to set him on fire.
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[01 Apr 2011|11:57pm] |
[Warded to George]
I know we don't really talk
I'm sorry about...
Is it even okay to...
Happy birthday. If that's okay to say I'm so sorry
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[25 Mar 2011|06:34pm] |
Something is not quite right
I feel a bit uneasy
Well, at least it's only a little cloudy today. That's one positive. That and I am one week closer to having my partner back at my side. Two positives!
Anyone else have some positives (and those of you getting married in the relatively near future can certainly say that for today. It'll be a positive for a while, yeah?) to add today?
[Warded to Melinda]
Are you very restless today or is it just me? ALSO...how much longer is it now till you are back with me? I almost want to say the desk is offending me I don't like the desk separating us!
[Warded to Lavender]
I feel like something is wrong, only I don't know what or why and I need you...
I know you're busy tonight, but I was hoping I might steal a bit of your time tomorrow? Also...random other inquiry...Everything is alright on your end, yeah? I mean...as alright as it ever is?
[Padma and Paresh]
How's everything with you guys?
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[18 Mar 2011|12:31am] |
Did everyone have a good day? Tell me stories! I need an adventure!
[Warded to Melinda]
I should be doing something stupid and careless...only I'm not. How did things go with Bad Decision Boy go?
Did you do anything absolutely interesting for St. Patrick's Day? Please tell me you have something hilarious to report. Today was the least hilarious work day ever. I did wear green, though...and think about buying green food.
Adventure this weekend? Maybe we can explore somewhere we've never explored. It would give us something productive to do? Are you allowed exploration?
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[17 Mar 2011|01:18am] |
Today seems a bit strange. Also...Rain does nothing for my hair. It's a good thing I tie it back at work.
[Warded to Lavender]
Have I mentioned lately that I love and adore you more than the entire universe? I believe I may be slacking in my best friend adoration. Can you ever forgive me for my horrible behaviour?
Also...I may or may not have gone out to dinner with someone knowing I was going back to their flat to look for hints of a stalker that wasn't real. You should perhaps cut me off from flirting with the male population for the rest of my life...
I did wear a Superman shirt, though. I thought it was fitting since I was "saving his life" but not really actually doing that...because it was a fake threat to his life. Merlin's beard, this sounds stupider now that I'm writing it. Clearly you need to kill me to save me from myself. Do you think you can handle that or should I go ask Melinda?
[Warded to Melinda]
Have I mentioned that I've lost my mind? I think I may have done so.
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[15 Mar 2011|02:37pm] |
Sun sun sun! I LOVE sun! Still bloody frigid.
[Warded to Patrick]
Thanks for the salve. It helped a lot. You're the best! I'm going to tell Paresh just how AWESOME you are!
[Warded to Paresh]
Just in case you were uncertain Pat is AMAZING! He helped your little sister out when she was in dire need! I burnt my hand (I know...I know...I should be more careful. Lecture me later) and he sent me salve to make it all better! I thought you should know...that you ought to know you had good friends!
[Warded to Melinda]
I thought it would amuse you to know that your replacement tripped and fell over a pebble. Merlin knows, despite wanting to groan in frustration, I took the high road and laughed...a lot. He was so flustered afterward that he could barely talk without stuttering and blushing for the rest of our time together. All in all, it was far less obnoxious.
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[13 Mar 2011|11:54pm] |
Sometimes I hate kitchens...Or rather, I hate chairs in kitchens.
[Warded to Padma]
Hitwitch down! Hitwitch down! Okay...not really down. I just burnt my hand after I tripped and hit my shin on a chair.
Damn it, I knew I should have gotten more salve. I'm going to get more salve to fix it...Be back. Just thought you should know.
[Added later]
Nevermind! Pat is sending some!
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[10 Mar 2011|03:35pm] |
[Warded to Melinda]
This is a little stupid Fucking Seamus. I should punch him instead I hate boys FUCK
There's a matter that needs some discussion...I feel like a shit wingman...woman...whatever
[Warded to Lavender]
How are you and the boy who makes toast getting along?
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[09 Mar 2011|06:10pm] |
Work work work. Thank Merlin I don't have to spend all of it behind a desk. Sorry Melinda. I love you
I need to do something that involves amusement and laughter possibly at the expense of others. Who is up for such a something?
I will be greatly and insanely indebted to your kindness!
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